I don't hear from her in ages. Then she pops up in chat starting to ask how/what I am doing. I am not up to chatting or yakking. I said all is good at my end, and everything about me is updated in FB and blog, and logged out.
She left me a rambling message - something about my being many years younger and do not understand her feelings about things.
I replied reminding her I am all of two years younger. I am not thrilled either about being in my late 50s and if I don't understand her feelings about things, it's because she did not tell me what these things are.
Silence from her since.
In the quiet of silence, I wonder how I can stand to carry on with such so lacking in eruditeness, eloquence and elegance.
And in the quiet of silence, the answer came to me crisp and crystal clear - I cannot.
updated in blog, and if she reads this? lol.
ReplyDeleteanyway, some people have their own battle in their head and nobody can understand if they don't share.
tuti - ya hor, if she reads thisthen how? you totally get if about battles in their head...
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